—from The Dybbuk by Lizzy Golda
“my nature” first appeared in Hot Pink Magazine, and “The Dybbuk” first appeared Posit.
my nature
she’s just obsessed
with smells
permission
to feel
excited
blunt
splendor
bashing
the temple
where she is
leading me
The Dybbuk
I’m a Yiddish play
full of music no one knows
in a dead language.
Our language—it died.
They thought we were so ugly.
They still think we’re rich.
Pomegranate seeds
fall out of black gauche handbags,
into shallow graves.
Now I’m just flopping
around on top of your grave
because I’m earthquakes.
Silver candlesticks:
two double souls on Shabbat.
That was you and me.
My body shimmered
like heat on a summer road.
Then I was thin air.
Alfred Hitchcock
A birthday party
ruined by seagull attacks.
The world is like that.
You just want to eat
sheet cake to celebrate time
with your little friends,
but someone will not
ever be the same because
birds pecked their eyes out.
Now we’re a couple:
placing suit coats over fresh
slain bodies of friends,
then taking cover
inside my green Drophead coupe
before we are gored.
Fine enough to fight
off birds invading our home
through the fireplace.