In California, a young boy, weaned on just enough
Jesus and Hollywood, buries animals found dead
in his yard—mice and frogs and crow—
little crosses and clumsy benedictions,
in hopes of speeding their resurrection.
At the Elkinsville cemetery, small stone slabs
mark the graves of the Folks boys—
four stillborn, unnamed, lie nestled next to two
brothers, one who survived five days, the other a year,
and the woman who died a childless mother of six.
One hundred years later, an orca carries her dead newborn
thousands of miles, through waters rough and cold,
pushing her calf to the surface with each breath,
in a ritual of grief for us all to witness,
for us all to bear.
We are all keepers of the dead.
My days speed with pains shared and solitary,
and I try to outrun the undertow.
I cry for all the day I have wasted—
hour by hour, closer to my death.
Like cherries in August, I ache to burst with joy
before I rot in the ground.